I would like to take a few minutes and vent to you all. You see tonight I had yet one more ignorant person say one more inconsiderate comment in front of one of my precious chickens. Seven of the most cutting words to an adoptive mom and even more cutting to a "Chosen" (adopted) child.
"You FINALLY had ONE OF YOUR OWN."
"You FINALLY had ONE OF YOUR OWN."
My husband seeing steam pouring out of my ears quickly told me to go to the car, saving this person from the rage of a million momma bears. I promptly went out with my arm around the child who heard these hurtful words to the car that contained my other precious chosen children. By the time I reached the car I had tears in my eyes. After a brief talk with mostly the chicken that heard these words but asking all to listen so they heard me tell them not to let people cheapen who they are, I let my mind start to process and I felt the need to tell you all why this is such a big deal to me.
There are two main reasons I have a hard time with these words, two reasons besides the obvious hurt it inflicts my children with.
The first reason is simply this: What makes a child "my own"?
DNA? Last names? Looking the same? Fitting into a "mold"? Carrying them inside me for 9months?
(I'll tell you this, I can honestly say I prayed, pleaded, and cried tears of anguish for far longer over my "chosen" children, I had far more sleepless nights, far more frantic midnight calls, far more worry and stress over my chosen children, I have endured more criticism, more pain, more agony over my chosen children, and if "carrying them inside me for 9 months" makes a child my own then I should have twice the number of children I have!!)
What makes a child my own? Are they not on loan to us from The Lord, regardless of their origins? Did He not in His vast wisdom allow us to care for them for whatever time we have them on this earth?
(I'll tell you this, I can honestly say I prayed, pleaded, and cried tears of anguish for far longer over my "chosen" children, I had far more sleepless nights, far more frantic midnight calls, far more worry and stress over my chosen children, I have endured more criticism, more pain, more agony over my chosen children, and if "carrying them inside me for 9 months" makes a child my own then I should have twice the number of children I have!!)
What makes a child my own? Are they not on loan to us from The Lord, regardless of their origins? Did He not in His vast wisdom allow us to care for them for whatever time we have them on this earth?
The second reason is purely a desire for others to view adoption the way God views it, the way He sees His adoption of all of us.
I want to ask these people "Why can I claim to be a child of the King, when I'm just simply His "adopted" child?"
Do we look at our own salvation, our own adoption as God just settling? I'm sure each of these individuals would reply with a resounding "NO!". So why, why can't they make the connection to earthly adoption? We as Christians love to think of ourselves as joint heirs with Christ, enjoying every benefit of being a child of God, but then turn around and don't understand the greatest earthly picture of this very thing!
I think as much as it broke this mothers heart to hear those words and the careless words of so many others, it breaks my heavenly Fathers heart even more. To think He has given us such a beautiful earthly picture of what He does for us, and so many that claim Him don't except the very same thing for those precious, precious children on this earth.
I'm done with my tirade, but will ask one thing of you. If you know someone who has adopted, been adopted or is contemplating adoption, please pray for them. Pray that their hearts will be protected from hurtful words and actions. Pray that the parents can show these children the beauty of living out what The Lord has done for us right here on earth.